hari ni tadi bawa mama gi check mata dia kat hospital pantai ampang…in 2008 she did her right eye…now nak buat mata belah kiri plak…dr khaw yang buat the procedure back in 2008 masih ingat mama lagi…
haruslah masih ingat…sebab mama ada create scene masa kat dalam op theatre.
2008
Dr khaw dah explain the procedure kat mama of how it was going to be a very simple and straight-forward procedure of removing the selaput in her right eye. Tapi mama dah minta kat dr…nak bius kasi tak sedar langsung sebab mama tau…she would not be able to take it…
“saya tak boleh lah dok…kasi bius semua lah…kasi tidur habis…”
“maaaaakcik…ini procedure simple punya…tak perlu risau ok…makcik cuma perlu bukak mata…saya akan removekan itu selaput…lepas tu habiss…you (referring to me) balik nanti kasi nasihat sama mak ok…ini proses sinang punya, ah…”
“tapi dok…kalau nak bius boleh jer kan…?”
“boooleh…tapi nanti lain chargenya…harga bius itu mahal…”
oh, mama…upon hearing harga akan jadi lain…dan dan ada terbit rasa confident…that she would not need the bius afterall…but…
Kat rumah, the day before she was about to do the op, mama dah expressed her concern…how she was confident yang dia tak boleh nak take it…
“sebab nanti…nampak doktor tu lalu-lalukan pisau ke ape ke gunting ke kat depan mata ni ha…sebab kita masih sedar lagi kan….eee….mama rasa mama tak boleh lah…”
well…berbakul bakul kata kata semangat kitaorang kasi kat mama…kesian mama…
so, the next day…I waited for her in her room. Dr khaw said the whole thing won’t take longer than an hour…oklah…memang simple jer procedure dia kan…
but no. I waited and waited…dua jam lebih…mama tak yer muncul muncul lagi…EH.
When they finally rolled her in…she was asleep (or rather I later found out…tak sedar sebabkan dek bius tu ler…).
We later found out from the doctor…
“haiya…saya kena bius dia juga…your mom memang tak buleh lah…kesian dia worr…saya pon tak buleh nak buat ape ape kalau dia sangat takut. macam macam dia sebut…”
kan…aku dah cakap…mama pon dah warn doktor tu…hehe…
as told/ describe by mama
“ok makcik…makcik bukak mater besa besa yer…”
mama kecikkan mata…
“makcil! Bukak….BU-KAK besaaaa bukan kecilkan!”
mama besarkan mata sikit…
“ya…ok…macam ni…maintain bukak mater macam ni ya…ok ya makcik…saya akan buang selaput ini…mak cik akan rasa sedikit rasa sakit sahaja ya…makcik jangan stress ya…nanti mata pon ada affected…”
at this point, I assume, the doctor whooshed her knife or laser pen betul betul depan biji mata mama…
“YA ALLAH!!! ALLAHUAKBAR!!!”
at this point, I assume, the doctor was taken aback with mum’s exclamation.
“makcik…tak perlu terlalu takut…relaks ya…relaks…boleh ya makcik? Boleh ya…? Kita cuba sekali lagi.”
Letak laser pen depan mata…
“BISMILLAH HIRRAMA NIRRAHIM”
Setiap kali doktor letak laser pen depan mata…
“YA ALLAH YA ALLAH YA ALLAH”
Setiap kali doktor letak laser pen depan mata…
“ASTAGHFIRRULLAHALAZIM ASTAGHFIRRULLAHALAZIM” ASTAGHFIRRULLAHALAZIM”
Setiap kali doktor letak laser pen depan mata…
“LAILAHAILLALLAH LAILAHAILLALLAH LAILAHAILLALLAH”
Setiap kali doktor letak laser pen depan mata…
“SUBHANALLAH SUBHANALLAH SUBHANALLAH SUBHANALLAH”
and these exchanges continued. Hahahaha…macam manalah dr khaw tu nak buat procedure buang selaput tu…tak tenang doctor tu dibuek eh…
so, hari ni…nampak jer muka mama…dr khaw terus cakap…
“oh makcik…okeh…saya sudah taulah…kita bius arr…”
hahahahahaha…
